Wednesday, February 12, 2014

In an utter complete way

Live your days fully, with insurmountable passion, in an utter complete way. Get home exhausted, dripping sweat and rain and peace. Live completely in the present moment, in this singular piece of time taken way from the fabric of existence, poured on your shoulders like warm honey dripping out from the universe. Don’t be afraid. Open your heart for strangers, and friends alike. Live your illusions, endure your disappointments. Learn to appreciate the sadness of the empty smiles, and the beauty of the people carrying them. Live each moment of your rough, delightful, brutal day, with madness, laughter, despair and creativity. Don’t be afraid of the silence standing by you in an empty chair; embrace it. Seek the childhood dreams that never came about and cry, cry as hard as you can and then feel your glittering soul rise well above the darkness. Acknowledge that you’re alive at this exact moment - your heart pounding, your blood streaming, your hair curling. Feel all that is human and dreadful and beautiful and that exists inside of you. Forget all the broken promises, the iniquities of men, the false smiles of former lovers, the apparent indifference of future ones, the peaceful look of the departed, the never ending extermination of all that is beautiful and innocent. Drop out from the pursuit of self interest. Give up the constant fighting. Live your days like a creative force pouring down on earth, shattering the foundations of indifference, and feel, feel as hard as you can, with no fear but with great expectations.